It has been a long time since my last update, right? Sorry guys, because haven't update for quite some time... I'm just too busy with lots of things... (even though I know, no one miss my blog's update)...
Okey, right now, I'm gonna to update something that out of blue, came and disturbed my mind... I don't why, but jyeah it's just suddenly happen...
It happen just now, while I was studying and listening to music (Hyori, I Choose To Love You). Suddenly his name came in my mind and I felt sad and heartbroken... I really hate that feeling, because it's really interfere my mind... Why he must came to my mind? (Yeah, we can't hold it)
Dear Syazwan, I hope you understand why I want we to breakup... It wasn't I not loving you or else... It just because I don't want to hurt you... I was here, studying at a place that so far away from your sight... Around me, there are lot of guys... I don't want you to feel insecure and have no confidence on me... I just hate people who doesn't believe me... More, you are too kind for me, I know its my fault because at first I have gave you a hope... And then, I hurt you... But, if you really understand with what I'm saying on our last met, you'll never misunderstand and stay hoping on me... Wan, I hope you want to find your own happiness and never wait for me anymore... I will never be back to you again, because I already hurt you...
Seriously, I cried just now. How cruel I was. Doing that to him... But trust me, its for both of us good sake... I really hope he'll understand that and won't do anything wrong... I'm not hurting you as what your ex have done to you...
Sometimes, we never realise how we have hurt others... Sometimes, by our words or attitudes, we already make someone felt hurt... So, guys be careful with anything we wanna do or gonna do... Think before act...
That's all for today update... I really hope you guy enjoy reading this mumbling blog... I'm just an extraordinary normal girl, who live to make everyone smile and laugh...
