Tuesday, 3 December 2013

Never Too Little...

Hi!!! Assalamualaikum...
This is my first update after I edit my sweetie 'pie" dearest blog. Haha... Just a little changes in here, but still have changes okey... Guys!!! What's up? I'm in really great condition right now, as I just finish my Final Exam For Sem 3 just now (Tuesday, 3 Dec. 2013)... Yeay!!!

Haha! Okey, back to basic *opps
Never Too Little? Hurm me too, don't know what is that. All I know, I want to write about it. You guys just read and comment if you want.

It was never too little, late for anything. Maybe for confessing, or maybe for regarding (repent). Never too little, late for us to ask forgiveness. Never too little, lat for us to disappointed with what we have done. For me, I always believe, that we all still have chance to change our mistakes... No one can run from make mistakes and no one can't change it once we have done any mistakes.

Maybe we never want to look back, after what we have done. But, at one time, you will looked at it, no matter how you want to avoid it. Me too, always being like that. How about you guys?

Oh my, it almost 4.00 a.m now... All my housemate already sleeping, while I still at my desk, update my dear blog. Hopefully, you guys enjoy this entry.

Okey, annyeong guys... *I'm now one of kpop fanfamily (BAP okey)

Saturday, 30 November 2013

Out Of Sudden (I choose to love you)

Hi! Assalamualaikum...
It has been a long time since my last update, right? Sorry guys, because haven't update for quite some time... I'm just too busy with lots of things... (even though I know, no one miss my blog's update)...
Okey, right now, I'm gonna to update something that out of blue, came and disturbed my mind... I don't why, but jyeah it's just suddenly happen...

It happen just now, while I was studying and listening to music (Hyori, I Choose To Love You). Suddenly his name came in my mind and I felt sad and heartbroken... I really hate that feeling,  because it's really interfere my mind... Why he must came to my mind? (Yeah, we can't hold it)

Dear Syazwan, I hope you understand why I want we to breakup... It wasn't I not loving you or else... It just because I don't want to hurt you... I was here, studying at a place that so far away from your sight... Around me,  there are lot of guys... I don't want you to feel insecure and have no confidence on me... I just hate people who doesn't believe me... More, you are too kind for me, I know its my fault because at first I have gave you a hope... And then, I hurt you... But, if you really understand with what I'm saying on our last met, you'll never misunderstand and stay hoping on me... Wan, I hope you want to find your own happiness and never wait for me anymore... I will never be back to you again, because I already hurt you...

Seriously, I cried just now. How cruel I was. Doing that to him... But trust me, its for both of us good sake... I really hope he'll understand that and won't do anything wrong... I'm not hurting you as what your ex have done to you...

Sometimes, we never realise how we have hurt others... Sometimes, by our words or attitudes, we already make someone felt hurt... So, guys be careful with anything we wanna do or gonna do... Think before act... 

That's all for today update... I really hope you guy enjoy reading this mumbling blog... I'm just an extraordinary normal girl, who live to make everyone smile and laugh...

Wednesday, 16 October 2013

I Know I'm Not The First...

So, Let Me Be The Last!

Hai!!!!! Assalamualaikum... How's your day? Oh it's not too late right? Selamat hari Aidiladha to all my muslims friends... Okey done wishing for Raya, now lets back to our topic!

Everyone always want to be the first, wishing birthday to someone. Because for the first person will always be remembered for a longer time. Yes, I know! But I always never make it to be the first one. And I doesn't want to be the second, third or so on.

 So, let me be  the last person, wishing you a happy birthday! Yesterday (15/10) was Zelo(B.A.P) birthday. I didn't make it to wish him on that day, so, today I wishing him " Happy Birthday and May Success Always Goes Along With You. Saranghae To My Lovely Favourite Maknae, Choi Jun Hong!!!!"

For me, I love to be the last person wishing birthdays. Because, it most remembered turns. " I remember this girl. Yes I know her, she's the last person, wishing happy birthday to me". That's what I always being remembered. (haha, sounds very funny)

 So, thats all my update for this entry. Don't forget me to support and follow me. Thanks for your time(spending while reading my (nonsense) blog. Yeay!

 "Just The Last Person in Wishing Birthdays, Not The Last in Exam, Class and Life. Okey!!!"

Sunday, 15 September 2013

Sorry

Hi! Assalamualaikum...
Yeah! Sorry... I'm sorry... For everything that I've done... For what I've said.... For anything that I've lose for... why? Because five simple letters, is too difficult expressed ...Because it is like a ghost ... Because of one phrase, he will "DIE" ... That's why .. Not because I want to die, I'm not ... But human are too ego to expressed it... Do you realize that those five letters are able to impacting beautifully...

I love this letters... Because it may give me something that I never expected... Such as:

One day, I had a fight with someone ... Almost a month and do not say hello ... Me and him, both are ego ... Don't want to loose... I want him to apologize beforehand .... And he also wants me first apologize ... But eventually, I began to realize ... Whoever humbles the ego, and apologize in advance, he is the real hero. He is the champion and he is the hero of a successful. 
So, I came and met him ... With a face that still are not satisfied, we sat opposite each other. At that time, too difficult for me to express in words. He also demurred. like a mouth full of gold. Finally, after almost two hours of silence, I began to speak ... "You, I came this because I want to tell you something ... Hurm I'm sorry ... I know I should not have suspected on you. Although I have to had this feeling because you often don't have much time for me, but I should not suspect you like that .. I promise I will not do like that anymore ."
And guess what he said?
"Dear, I'm actually love you so much. It wasn't  my intent to make you suspicious, I actually do not know what your feelings that time. I just though that you understand my situation. unconsciously, I had hurt my lover. I should be sorry. because I do not think one dear noticed. Will you forgive me? Lets make this as a guide, so that we won't repeat it again ... Honey, may I make a promise? Once the your graduation ends, I want us to get married. Agree?"

Yeah! Sounds so dramatic... But that is the power of "Sorry"

Ends...

Sunday, 28 July 2013

Again???

Hi!!! Assalamualaikum.... It was a very long time, haven't updated anything...
Yeah... Like always, I'm feeling well and great... But, how about you all? Ngeeeeee~~~

Again? Yeah! Again.... 

            I was fallen in love before... And again, I still fallen in love...
But, with somebody else... Who is he? He is...............................


Mario Maurer

Ahah!!!! You have cheated!!!! Actually, I'm not in love with this hot guy... But.....

Yes I do! (little bit love with him) But seriously, it wasn't him okey... Trust me

I really have fallen in love, again, with someone who has long been separated. That was way ahead of me before. For three years, eventually becoming the scar wounds, bloody back.

What is this? Suddenly out of this sad sentence? Haha ... I'm also an occasional nonsense verse out like this. doesn't wrong, right?

Seriously, I really really miss him.... Damn! It's too much miss.... Dear love one, Do you know how I feel? For the past three years, it was too hard for me. Being apart from you. 
Although I know, the separation that happens between us, never too little, teasing your heart. I know, that you are too ego. But I also know, the time of the last day of our last meeting, there's something you want to convey. But seriously, you're ego. high ego!

Now, lets consider it as you and I, never met before, how would it be?

Of course it's really really awkward... Being strange with someone that you love... Just imagine!

Okey! Done! That's my true story... How about you guys? Of course you all have something to say.. Am I right?

The End

Saturday, 6 July 2013

StOp DoInG tHoSe 30 ThInGs

                 Hi!!!! Assalamualaikum!!!! Now I'm gonna to share this to my friends (its you la)
1)  Stop spending time with wrong person
2)  Stop runs from your own problems
3)  Stop lied to yourself
4)  Stop puts your needs behinds you
5)  Stop trying to be someone that you can't be
6)  Stop depends on your pasts
7)  Stop being afraid to make some mistake
8)  Stop judge yourself based on your pasts
9)  Stop trying to buy happiness
10) Stop just see others to be happy
11) Stop making yourself being idle
12) Stop with your unready thought
13) Stop get involve with any relationship with wrong reasons
14) Stop keep push any new relationship
15) Stop trying to compete with other people without reasonable cause
16) Stop being jealous with others
17) Stop complaining about yourself
18) Stop keep holding grudged/hatred
19) Stop letting others brought you to their level
20) Stop wasting time explained about yourself to others
21) Stop doing the same things again and again without get rest
22) Stop forgetting small moments of memories
23) Stop trying to make a perfect things
24) Stop get through a road with less obstacles 
25) Stop acting as  everything are fine, but it was otherwise
26) Stop trying to be everything to others
27) Stop being over worried
28) Stop keep blaming others on your own problems
29) Stop give attention on what you doesn't want it happen
30) Stop who doesn't want to be grateful 

                    Faith is still there, create the future ... Do yourself a longing to be good

          So????? Can or not? Yes you can!!!! We all can... It just whether you want it or not....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~> wow!!!!! A MOTIVATION session already <~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

My Hero (Malaysian Artist) Fadlan Hazim

             
Hai!!! Assalamualaikum...
Today, I'm gonna to write something about Fadlan, famous Malaysian artist.
OME!!!!!(Oh Mak Engkau) He so cute!!! I suddenly fallen in love with him, since my first met with him 2 years ago...

This is his ex-group... Versatality in Performance, best known as V.I.P...
There's Fadlan (of course), Marlon, Yandy, Ryan nad the leader is Adam A.F... Two of them are from B.A.D Boys group... 

(looks like him right? No.. This isn't him... This is Vic Zhou)

He started as an actor, model and then a singer... He previously was in Hotel Mania, then Cinta Balqis and then Duyung Aridinata... But, he was started as a supporting actor.

Now he was seriously as an actor and his new performance is in 6 Progresif and 3 Cinta 1 Novel...

He also a model... Just look at his tough body(whoa)
  He was being a model for KFC, OXY Icy Cool(facial cleanser) , ELITE(hair gel) and ALFIO RALDO. All of this for Malaysia advertisement. And CELCOM was for international advertisement.

(see how handsome he is)

And for sure... He was best known as a singer(previously in V.I.P)... He  leave the group after one year in order to pursue his study. Being a singer, he finally prove that despite has a good looking figure, he can also sing and dance at the same time. While in the group, Fadlan  participate in two songs which are Lagu Sedih & Kemarau.

Why I'm out from the habit? Usually I never write about artists, but now... Haha... Actually I like him so much... I really really adore him... I'm firstly met him, 2 years ago. That time, I was celebrating my freedom from teachers, homeworks, exam, uniform and school also... Its my celebration for me, who has done her SPM...

Haha... It's normal for a girl, being in love with a/many cute/handsome/sweet actor... 
...IT'S NORMAL GUYS...

Okey! Done for today... See you next time!!! Byeeeee....


Saturday, 25 May 2013

I'm cute?!

            Hai!!!! Assalamualaikum... Long time not see, right? How have you been? Is it alright or not?
Ha??! What? You asking about me? Haha... Just like before... Still healthy and stay strong...

                            Back to the topic!!!!! I'M CUTE!!!!!!
 Hah? What's that? Am I cute??? Pretty sure that you are laughing right now, am I right?

Okey... Actually, for this time topic was written for those who are deeply thought that he/she are SO CUTE!!!!!

                     Oh please!!!!! Haha... But its wasn't wrong to thought something good for us...
But, please don't be TOO MUCH and make people around you felt SO ANNOYING...

              Sometimes, good for us, bad for others... Lets thought about others feelings too... They also have their own rights to say/feel/thought something...

                                                              Are you thought that you are good enough?
If that so, that's good... Its mean you have very high confident... So,used your confidence for something good and not for bad things...

          Hey!!!! Did you notice????! I'm writing,  away from the topic.... Haha... That's me... 
                           Always like that... Out from topic... Okey bye..... :D

Friday, 17 May 2013

Sweet Little Princess

       Hai!!! Assalamualaikum!!! Long time not see ha... (broken english again)....
How are you all doing??? Fine??? Or in very bad condition???

I'm still liked this... Bored, annoying and bad little girly... Haha... Just a joke...

                      Heyyyyy!!!!!! Sweet little princess??? What's that? Who wanna be the sweet princess...? Rise your legs.... (tried la)...

       Hurm... Actually, I really really wanna be a princess.... Wear a princess gown, had own personal assistant, sleep on very comfort bed... And have my own room, which no one can enter it...

                         Haha... What the???? Its really2 annoying right?

  Hey!!! Its my dream la... So, let it be... Haha... Just wanna share with you guys... Can or not??? *_*~innocent face....


          I have a dream... A song to sing... To help me through.... A reality....

The reality is: I can't be a princess...! For ever and ever!!!(maybe just a princess to my future husband only)

                                  Give me a chance please!!!

Heyy! Guys... Just ignore that entry... It wasn't me.... It's me (on other side).... Me, never say that... Only me(on other side) will say that kind of stupid thing...

                Okey! I should stop right now before I start talking nonsense any further...

Okey guys... Sorry, for this time, my entry little bit nonsense and annoying...

Please don't stop follow my blog... I'm really appreciate your kindness... OoO...

Tuesday, 30 April 2013

Tried

                 Hai!!!!!!!!! Assalamualaikum!!!

Tell me about today.... Is't bad or "little" bad??? Haha!!! For me... Hurm lets see... Ohhooho... Its really really give me headache... Why? Keep it as a secret la...

      Okey!! Back to the topic... Tried? What I'm tried for? Why must tried?

                                                               Okey!!!  

Boys and girls...! Listen here! Tried is something that use some effort to get something... For example, we want to go to the top of the hill... So, we must first, climb the hill. Only then we can be up there...
                     
So, the tried here is, we use our effort, to achieve something.
But, do you know(of course all of you know) some of  people around this world, always used someone else effort to achieve their aim or ambition...

                                        In other word, YOU oppress others!!!

So, tried guys!!! Tried to use your own effort to achieve your own aim.. This is for your own goodness also la.. Why??? My teacher always said, hungry people, don't give them fish, because if the fish was finished, they will asked again and again... But give them a fishing rod. So, when they get hungry, they can catch fish again and again, without oppress/ burden others.

             Friends, my advice are for our own goodness. Although sometimes,I was too hard... But still, my attention are good. Just to help my friend.. Thats all... Love you all...

Friday, 19 April 2013

Frusted

          Hai!!! Assalamualaikum....
Today my new topic is bored! And of course frusted!! Not because of my boyfie (I dont have any boyfriend okey). And not because of friends.... Its just about my college.

                                     There are two things that happen today... And I was badly frusted with my college.


        Firstly: My lecturer (basic chems), lets say his name is B.
                                                  There should be our class(with him) on wednesday(3pm-5pm).
But, we must change our timetable, as timetable(for his class) was clashed with other intake.
            Its was lab class... So, after changing our timetable, one of my classmate called him. 
Just to make sure where should our class will be held. He said to my classmate, our class should be at TSS.
                      So, our new timetable(Friday 8am-10am), we woke up early in the morning, full with spirit, want to study chems on that day. We reached there about 8.02am. We entered that building, saw three of our classmate still outside and waiting. We thought maybe he will be a little bit late( as he was very punctual lecturer). But when times away(about 8.40am) he still didn't come yet. All of us(there are 7 of us) talked to each other " where is B... is? He never late like this".
                       Suddenly. our head lecturer(Madam S), called my classmate. She scold us and told us that B was waiting for us since 8am at WMS(B6-our lecture class name). We have told her that B told us, that our class was in lab at TSS. She asked us to go to WMS and met her there.
      So,(short of story), she told us that she already told to one of our classmate, that our class will be held at WMS(B6). And we are so angry to he(B).

                                          Secondly; The college.
                    At my college, there are an event was being held since that wednesday(17 April) until friday(19 April). And for the closing ceremony, they set up a concert called "Konsert Rock Rohani". Firstly its sounds great. Plus, they said, there will be Ainan Tasneem, Black and Mojo (all of them are malaysian singers). So, me and my friends(two of  them), are so excited to go and watched the concert. We get ready earlier as the concert will begin at 5pm. When we reached there, OME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They lied to us... There are only students of my college, was on the stage and sings....

                                 Not really frusted right? Haha, for me, its really really annoying!!!
          And I really hate it!!!!

                                                                 End of story

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

Friendship

                                                        Hai!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Assalamualaikum....
How's today? Is it become worse? Or greater than yesterday? Hurm me, huh? Somtimes great... But sometimes worse... Haha... Just kidding-la. Eh? You know what, today I'm personally met my *ehem2*, and talked with him... Haha... Its really really shameful okey.

                    Okey! Back to the topic... Friendship.... What is friendship? You guys must 
thought, this topic are already and always being talked. Yeah! That's true.. But, you guys know what is friendship is? What kind of friendship, that we always faced? How many people appreciate their friendship?

       Hey guys!!! Friendship is a great relationship and it's really pure feeling. Just imagine, 
you guys stay away from family or any relatives, and one day, you faced a big problem, no, just small problem. And you need someone to share it. How can you do? Faced it by yourself? Or find someone to share? So, that one of the reasons, for the sweet friendship.

                                       Girls, boys, women, men and everyone!!!!!!! Friends are somebody 
that we can share problems and feelings. Friends are somebody, that would be with us, days and nights, rains or sunny...They always there, beside us, after our parents. They are our friend, family, and teachers. Tried to appreciate them, although sometimes they can't be there for you.

              I love my friends especially (ASHAN SYAZWAN AHAMAD). He is my best friend ever i had. He always there for me. Although sometimes, he makes me cry, but it's for my own goodness. Thanks my dearest friend. And thanks to allmy dear friends. You all are the best in my life!!!!!! Hope our friendship wil be last till Jannah.

Friday, 12 April 2013

NEWBIEE

                Hai!!! Assalamualaikum.....
How's all of you doing? Tired of all thinking day and stressful moment? Yeah me too... Actually I already have one blog before this... But I really2 stress with it.... Why??? It's annoying, you know what.... Huh! Tired editing it... Then finally.... It's gone...

                                          Firstly, i want to say hi! I'm really2 a newbie here what! Haha... For sure la... Hey! What i talking about now???! Really2 annoying and bothering, right? Right here, I'm trying to speak english, frequently... But, if its annoying you all... Write a comment, okey? 

             Awwww!!! Sweet little gorgeous! Haha!